Sometimes, I feel as if the whole world is against me. Whenever I find a good opportunity, something always fails or has to go wrong. When I finally have my heart set out, motivated and determined, something always has to knock me down. Feeling at breaking point. I’m about ready to give up. I just don’t feel like trying anymore..
Day Two.
Don’t really know if this diet thing will work out, but I’m hoping it does. It’s too soon to see results, but then again waiting a week would be an absolute waste if it didn’t. I’d be happy if I just lost one to two pounds by the end of this week. Probably make baby take me to the beach so we can go walking since I’m not allowed to be doing any jogging or vigorous exercises. Bright side, I’ve been sleeping a little earlier then I usually do. Three more days till our 3 month which HAD to land on the day of the SuperBowl, that happens only ONCE a year.. right? Whatever. It starts at 3, I guess we can always celebrate it afterwards. Until then, I shall carry on with this whole dieting plan. :)
Dieting: Day One
Day 1: What a complete fail! HAHA! Well, I don’t think I did so bad for the first day. Lowering my food consumptions really sucks, BAD. Especially when you have a boyfriend that’s rubbing all sorts of good food in your face. Drinking Naked Juice smoothies and water throughout my day is helping out a lot. So.. yesterday wasn’t so bad. I only had two small bowls of rice with ONE sausage. hah. Plus goldfishes since I couldn’t resist them when I saw my boyfriend munching on them. Dieting isn’t so easy when you’re trying to lose 10lbs & your boyfriend is trying to gain 10lbs. -_-” Let’s see how this goes. Blah, as much as I’d rather be eating a whole pot of spicy spaghetti or sit for hours at an all you can eat KBBQ spot.. I’m staying committed. I’m determined to lose at least 10 lbs by my birthday, which is in 32 more days! Excited.
I know, I know, everyone says I should be WORKING OUT. But again, I am sick. The doctor told me not to do any sorts of work-out, lifting of 20lbs or more, and have lots of rest for at least four-six weeks. So until then, I guess I’ll just eat less and a little more healthier than I usually do. No, I am not starving myself, just eating smaller portions throughout my day. For tonight’s dinner… SOONDUBU with the boyfriend! Soft tofu stew is healthy right? :p & of course, Vandy will be having his short ribs & bulgogi beef that he will not be sharing with me. womp womp. :(
You have to live for yourself, only for yourself.
Fuck what anyone else has to say.
